As My Day Comes To a Close….

I consider the good things:

I went to a friend’s house

I watched a bunch of ANTM this morning.

I have a new favorite song. SHOCKER!

I had a really good hot dog at lunch.

I got some okay make-up on.

The bad:

I had a bad time at that friend’s house.

I had some serious mood swings.

I have played the song so much, it’s almost old.

I think peanut wants to do a photo shoot, and I’m in no mood.

Someone severely pissed me off on ANTM.

I hate hiding things.

I hate my thighs. I looked down today, and thought, “That’s ME?”

Uh-oh, peanut’s here with a camera.

GOTTA GO!

STUPID FREAKING HORMONES!!!

Mood swings.

Basically, they SUCK. At AG’s house, I got this weird wave of sadness, and then I was so FREAKING HYPER. Okay, whatever, call me a drama queen, but can you come up with another explanation? Now I’m fine, but I really hate them.

For some stupid reason, I started crying and tearing up during English, and Reading, some of my favorite subjects. I just pulled my hair over my face, and blamed it on allergies, which worked. My teacher sent me to the nurse, but I just spent some time pacing in the bathroom.

Gah.

Can you relate?

So, I was at my friend’s house today, and she got in big trouble. Don’t ask what happened. Anyways, she DOES NOT KNOW WHEN TO SHUT UP! When I get in trouble, I mostly look down, and cry. Her dad is definitely not strict, and he gave her a fair punishment. I had a little part in this, so I took responsibility for it without a word. Of course, he couldn’t punish me, because: A: I didn’t do that much in this, and B: I’m not his kid. When he gave her the punishment, she looked shocked, and then started an argument about “It’s not right!!!!!” Ha.

Try spending a week at my house, AG.

The Kind Of Haircut I’m debating on!

I can’t decide between this (not red, my normal hair color):

Or this:

Either way, I know that I need to cut it to a little below my shoulders, and get it layered. And I’ll need a side part. The only thing is, my parents don’t want to cut my hair, because it’s so long. I really think I should, I need some change.

Seriously, Buzz off, a-hole!

Wow, KT, just get the heck out of my space! Wanna know what he said to me, and what I said back? Here:

(We were playing around and joking at this time.)

KT: -raises fist-

Me: You know, if you actually hit me, my dad doesn’t take these kinds of things lightly.

KT: So? I’ll shoot your dad in the f-ing (he said the other word) head, and then rip off his (lower area) and choke you with it, then stick it up your butt!!

Me: -appalled-

KT: And then I’ll rape your dead body, and then get CH (Boyfriend) to rape you, too! And then I’ll get Barry to rape HF (friend) when I kill her!

I seriously almost smacked him across the face. I probably should have. Anyways, he had a dead serious look on his face. I asked him if he was joking, and he said, “Maybe, maybe not.” I don’t trust him, and now I don’t think I’ll be going anywhere alone at school from now until he gets expelled.

Aren’t you supposed to feel safe at school?

All right, these rumors are getting just a BIT out of hand!

So there’s these rumors flying around the school that this one girl in the sixth grade is pregnant. And the topic of the rumors (let’s call her Sally) claims that they are true. Sally says she went to the doctor, and they said she was pregnant. It’s only been like, four weeks since the….conceivance?

And there’s a second one fluttering around that she slept with her drunk father. Not the “I’m scared, can I sleep with you, Daddy?” kind of sleep. The other one. ;( I think that either this girl is totally insane, or the rumors are just something somebody started to get back at Sally.

America’s Next Top Model

Wow, that show is awesome. I love watching it. All the girls are really pretty. One of my favorites was Brooke, from cycle 7. She was really cute. She still had that childish features about her that really caught my attention. And her photos were really cool. She has that face, but still shows she can look mature. some of them are a little weird. Like Eugena. She’s just  not a model to me. Same with Joanie, from Cycle 6. She looked more like a babysitter/mom than a model. Yet, she was in the final two.

On the show, if you even make the wrong angle with your arm, you could be cut. I mean, if your facial expression isn’t top notch beautiful/sexy, you are thought of as a bad model. Geez, I mean, the judges are a little bit mean. Some of them are insane. Tyra Banks is a little…weird. But she’s awesome. I’m actually thinking about going on that when I get older…

Do’s and Don’ts with me

Don’ts:

- Don’t tell me to turn my music down.

- Don’t mess with my hair.

- Don’t call every five minutes.

- Don’t poke me. I poke back. HARD.

- Don’t complain about how crappy the music I listen to is; I don’t give a care.

- Don’t mouth off.

- Don’t scream at me. That makes me cry! =’(

- Don’t be a chatterbox. I, indeed, like silence.

- Don’t be a pervert, or prepare for a hard kick in the shin/crotch.

- Don’t try to be cool around me; be yourself. I’ll decide if I like you or not. But you won’t know my opinions. HA!

- Don’t touch me anywhere you AIN’T APPOSED TO.

Do’s:

- Do talk to me; I’m not that bad.

- Do gush over romance; I LOVE IT!

- Do hug me! It’s National Hug Year!

- I LOVE GUYLINER!

- Do tell me if I’m annoying you.

- Do tell me I sing good. EVEN IF I DON’T. Just kidding. =)

- Just be YOURSELF. I hate fakes.

THERE”S STUFFZ ABOUT ME!

Totally Random List About How Insane I am.

1. My secret little addiction is vanilla frosting.

2. When Dad tells me that I have to do something in an hour, and sends me to my room, by the time I get there, I have some how been easily distracted and forgotten about it. Or if I’m bored, I just stare off into space, and my mind wanders.

3. I cried after my dad told me a joke that was supposed to be funny. “There’s this skeleton in a closet with cobwebs surrounding him. A little caption at the bottom says, ‘Last year’s hide and seek winner.’”

4. I still cannot give away a single one of my stuffed animals. It might hurt their feelings!

5. I still play ’stranded’ down by the creek with huskies34. (formerly eggnog)

6. I play warrior cats in the playroom with Jennifox

7. I CANNOT BEAT CHIPPER IN A STARING CONTEST!!!!!!!!

8. DON’T come in my room if the I-pod/youtube is playing. I shall be dancing insanely.

9. I felt bad for deleting a picture of a cute raccoon off of my computer.

10. STILL CAN’T BEAT CHIPPER!!!!!!!!

-sigh- Miley Cyrus post

Here’s my opinions on this:

Artistic/trashy:

Definitely artistic. Just like some of the stuff on Deviant Art, that kind of thing is very artistic. I love the way her face looks, and the wind in her hair with the lipstick really matches her pale complexion. I love the way she shows her back, and shoulders. Very neat.

B-But she’s TOPLESS:

How do you know? We have prom dresses, bathing suits, fancy/casual dresses, and langerie models that wear clothing that shows more skin than that! And Playboy models? Durr! And what’s so wrong with it? She’s fifteen, a girl, and likes to think she’s sexy.

She’s supposed to be a role model to our children:

So, you depend on a Disney star to be a role model for a little kid? Don’t you think YOU should be telling them how NOT to do things like they do? And if they liked Miley, and are disappointed at the pictures, they should really just accept the fact that, again, she’s fifteen, and female! I have had several bands where I have lost interest learning their backgrounds. Eh, make that A LOT of bands. I know that Disney stars are supposed to have ‘perfect lives’ with happiness and fame surrounding them. Actually, I have read several things that said Vanessa Hudgens did that JUST TO GET AWAY from Disney Channel.

What about those pictures with her dad that make her look like a lover more than a daughter:

Shrug it off. So she took a couple of pictures that made her look a little ’strange’ with her father. All of you with COMMON SENSE know that it’s not supposed to look trashy. Or do you all have dirty little minds? =)